Thursday, September 21, 2006
Woohoo Guys, let's just say I'm so, very excited about starting my own blog! I mean I have kept journals before, but never an online blog like this. I have never thought about creating one of these online_journal before and it excites me, to think of the endless possibilities that goes along with blogging. Ironically, I'm still able to compose something, when I was about to sleep. Usually, my brain will stop functioning at around the bewitching hours, and then brain~ freeze! Zuh~ (If not I could just sprout nonsense and tok cok for hours. Yeah, I guess I could never go nocturnal, even if I do, I'm seriously gonna suffer sleep-lags for the next entire morning. I mean who doesn'?)
Oh, I guess I should do alittle bit more introduction about myself to inform the readers what kind of blogger and blog are you reading on! If you don't know me, you probarly just stumble across this blog for no reason or you could have linked it from another person's blog. But that's okay cause your not trespassing into private property, this blog is open to all readers and free to comments or feedbacks. If you have good advise to some of the problems I posted here, or want to share anything, go ahead and do it! At this point of time, you can either look up on my profile or listen to whatever information I'm about to feed you with.
Okay, my name is derrick and I'm 18 this year (time do fly!). If you traced my family lineage, I'm pretty much a chinese, though i really hope my ancestory would come from Japan or korea, or Europe, it would be nice to know if I'll to come from the royal bloodline of King Herold XII. Haha~ I like to fantasize alittle about my birthrights since I was a child, until I grown out of having four imaginary friends (Jesper, Peter, Fa~maid, Ail BaBa), Hello panda (distant relative of Hello Kitty) and pokemonsters (grow up Ash..). Woot, I'm so naive and (kawaii) those days. But looking back, these days are always the most memoriable ones, people always complain that they have no childhood, I'm glad I did have one. I did have a couple of good friends back then but I lost contact with all of them totally. (They will still be in your hearts no matter what, you won't forget them. Or So I thought...). I can say I was over-ambitious when I was little, I thought for sure I would be very sucessful in the future, very-entreprenuership. But I sort out my thinkings many years back, and told myself that I should never be too unrealistic or lose any sense of reality in this world. Ever thought of living in a hydrosphere? Forget it, human don't breathe in water. Ever dreamt of dragons coming to life, or Jurassic Parks? Hey, you can't expect fossil to re-animate dead things. Although science did make a drastic jump these recent years, still some things will always remain as fictional and we should draw a clear line in that area.
Okay, more juicy facts about my personal life. I used to study in a average primary school, get to know some really cool people, I still can remember them, comitted some foolish acts when I was there. So easily influenced by friends and peers, I was like brutally bullied by some pai-kai in the past. But that's okay, cause I myself was not so far off from some pai-kai. One of the more interesting stories about my ps days would be this "monster" saga. I was kinda lead into believing my fellow classmates were monsters (dear me!) I was conned and tricked by some good friend of mine. Although this sound stupid, it added some colour to my life back then. Hey, Mark! I'll never forget you. Haha!
Wow, such a long entry in my blog! Lol, okay, let's cut the long story. Anyway fast-forward, in my secondary school phase, during my graduating year I became more pessimistic due to some low-self-estem issues, which stems from poor communications. It's the worst phase in my life and I feel like a total loser. Seems to do everything wrong and can't make things right. I have to isolate myself from the entire society, and outcast myself (for no good reason). Darn! What went wrong then? Then I got into a really bad case of ???? and that just shut me down permenantly from the rest of the world.
I'm really glad I got out of that kind of situation and here I'm at the poly phase! Oh crap, it's so late already time to get a few winks. Oh, please do post your comments up, and keep me linked to the rest of the blogging community!
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